Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses

Climb aboard, sweet Courtney,
We’re just about to set sail.
The anchor’s raised, the engine roars
Eager to take you to foreign shores.

I hope the voyage is long, but pleasant
A little unlike the time we shared.
Soon you’ll be gone, and I’ll be without,
Pregnant with disillusion and hopped up on doubt.

Courtney, you sly little fiend.
You hoodwinked me and butchered my ego.
Sophia told me this too shall pass.
And I’ll soon let go of the things I’ve amassed.

You won’t even need a lifeboat for this trip.
This baby’s on autopilot, slicing the ocean.
Don’t carry a map, don’t stress, don’t fear,
Travel every inch of this world, but never return here.

Courtney you held my hand and put on some blinkers.
And conned me into voting for you.
A secret smile starts to take over my face,
Knowing you’ll never come back to this place.

Crossover: The X-Files/House M.D.(mainly Cuddy)
Rating/Warning: PG-13. Strong violence. Character death. Destruction.
Summary: It's 2012. The takeover. The world as we knew it is over. It's not chance, it's fate. Your integrity is challenged and you will learn who you are.
Catch up: Chapter One. Chapter Two. Chapter Three. Chapter Four. Chapter Five. Chapter Six. Chapter Seven. Chapter Eight.

Chapter Nine is Here.

found @ jessespencer.net

So I was twittering and somehow Twilight entered the picture. So of course we said, wouldn't Sylar love R. Pattz's power of mind control over legions of screaming fangirls? Can't you see him sparkling, himself? And who would win in that face-off? Well. We know who would win. But in case you were wondering, here is the drabble I wrote in honor of the eternal question, R. Pattz V. Sylar. And yes, it's Sylaire if you squint hard enough. ;)

R. Pattz ripped off his shirt and began sparkling in the bright sunlight. Sylar goggled.

“I thought that was just your character’s ability,” he said thoughtfully. “That…what was his name? Edwin? Everett? Sorry, I haven‘t been keeping up on current events lately. I‘ve been a bit…busy.”

“Edward! His name is Edward, you twat!” R. Pattz shouted. “And no, it’s my ability. How do you think I convinced all these screaming pre-teens to follow me?”

“I had wondered about that,” Sylar admitted, then shrugged. “No matter. It will be my ability soon enough.”

R. Pattz laughed maniacally. “You think you can take it? Go ahead and try. Rabid fans, go!”


 

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You taught me what it was to love
What was the real passion when the sunset came
You showed how it felt when a tender kiss was not enough
Your hands and lips were playing the exciting game
And it was funny to repent
Of all the crazy things that we had done
To feel how our happiness was coming to an end
To realize that I have missed the only one.

( I thought this was at least worth noting )

I've realized there are gaps
Between you and I

My feet are cold
I want you to wrap them with your feet
To show how
Our bodies perfectly merge
When we lie beside each other
At night

I've found the gaps
Your feet don't touch mine

little tea cup
paw prints and my
wrists are just to small to make
the band fit
what's the matter if it fits or doesn't fit
what is the difference

little girl wears big shoes dances on
her tip tip tippest tip toes
twirls around the coffee table
claps her hands and has some
cake and
combs her hair
and watches mommy do the dishes
turns up volume on the tv
falls asleep in daddy's arm chair
goodnight morning sweet pea sundays

I enter a home unlike any home. It is full of hate and combs and stars. There is a doe on the table. Her chest ripped open and stuffed with letters that were never mailed. I don't know what to think upon seeing this. I look away and cry. I choke on my vomit and crawl on the floor. Insanity has stricken my blind eyes. My third eye is unopened- sealed. No god can save me from this feeling. From this silent shock. I drown in my own shit. This is how I go.

Title: Undisclosed Location
Author: NiiceLaady
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Chase wants Cameron to disappear. House offers to help.
Pairing: House/Cameron
Warnings: Character death
Spoilers: Season six up through "Brave Heart." Deviates from canon after that.
Disclaimer: Labor of love, this. I don't own the show or the characters, and I'm not making any money from writing about them.

To start at the beginning, go here.

Chapter 21

[01-26] Jennifer Morrison
[27-29] Jesse Spencer
[30-32] Pinto
[33-45] Zachary Quinto
[46-50] Heroes Cast

Preview:


More HERE @ atomicbeauty_nb

God Make Me A Stone

Summary: Sylar gets his revenge for losing his body; but it has dire consequences for Claire and the Sullivan carnival troupe. Takes place after Season 4 Shadowboxing using Brother's Keeper and Thanksgiving spoilers (R/NC-17).

Chapter 19

A/N: all is revealed :)

found @ jessespencer.extra.hu

TITLE: The Rest is Silence (20/?)
AUTHOR: enigma731 
RATING: R
PAIRING: Chase/Cameron; Foreman/Thirteen; Chase/Foreman friendship
WARNINGS: major character death; season six spoilers; addiction; sex; violence
SUMMARY: Two and a half years after her divorce, Cameron returns to a changed PPTH following an emergency call from Cuddy. AU future fic.
PREVIOUS CHAPTERS: One; Two; Three; Four; Five; Six; Seven; Eight; Nine; Ten; Eleven; Twelve; Thirteen; Fourteen; Fifteen; Sixteen; Seventeen; Eighteen; Nineteen

NOTES: I thought you guys might like to have this chapter a day early, since I suspect most of you have holiday things coming up later in the week. Chapter 21 will be posted on Sunday, as usual. Thank you all so much for the wonderful feedback and support for this fic; it is my inspiration when canon isn't. Happy holidays to everyone celebrating!

(Sometimes she thinks she's spent her entire life training in the care of miserable loved-ones.)

Title: Through my Veins – A Cuddy & House Story
Author: blue_raine
Show: House, MD
Pairing: House / Cuddy
Rating: PG
Genre: Drama, Romance
Summary: As Cuddy is now taken, House needs a new start. When he is leaving, both need to deal with his decission. "I really want you to really want me. But I really don't know if you can do that" - Could Cuddy let him walk away? Could House live without her?

Disclaimer: House is owned by Fox and the Lyrics of "I really want you" belong to James Blunt.
Authors Note: Chapter 7/7 Final Chapter!

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7

last night was amazing
she thinks i stabbed her in the back
im not losing you again
she hates me no doubt

the girl code did not occur
she says i love you
i loved you first
she says good bye forever

so much drama for this day
she wants me to burn in hell
i still love you and it shall not fade
she says good bye and oh well

i wanted to cry 
she was
i told some lies
she doesnt love me, who does?

my best friends say they do
i think you do
mom does
dad, unfortunately, does

this has been the best day
even if i lost her along the way
i dont know what's gonna happen next
but i hope its with you and no one else 

2 puffs light headed
half gone i cant stand
all gone im gonna puke
i callapsed

you help me walk home
i hold on to my stomach
my mind keeps wondering
i hate this

we get to my house
i eat to calm my stomach
you feel bad
i feel sick

nicotene high i cant stand
real high i'd never be able to handle
getting addicted is not an option
i decide never again

Title: Undisclosed Location
Author: NiiceLaady
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Chase wants Cameron to disappear. House offers to help.
Pairing: House/Cameron
Warnings: Character death
Spoilers: Season six up through "Brave Heart." Deviates from canon after that.
Disclaimer: Labor of love, this. I don't own the show or the characters, and I'm not making any money from writing about them.

To start at the beginning, go here.

Chapter 20

Rusty survival
breathes heavily
and throws up its hands
in capitulation
while needs give way
to endless wants
(reason seems
to be almost extinct,
bleeding in the streets
and on the freeways
burning with effervescence
over its suffering)

I try to think back
to when we were young
and knew that the world
was ours
and the night was a sanctuary
that could not be desecrated
by anything we said
or did
but it seems so meaningless now,
with the light of years illuminating
it seems anything but sacrosanct

So dig
beneath your thoughts,
beneath your heart,
and find some new diamond
to glitter
in imitation of your Sun
(another distraction
for your lonely eyes)